Uncertain times have fallen upon my family. Well, let me back up a bit. We sorted of started it! My husband has been feeling a strong calling from the Lord and after much prayer (and avoidance) he has decided to answer and accept. This meant taking a big leap of faith during a crucial time in our family's chapter as we are about to have another child.
But we both felt comfortable and at ease. We had total faith in our decision and received confirmation in several ways through our church and prayer.
The funny thing is: we had a plan. We still wanted to control the situation and assumed it would work out how we wanted it to work out; with little to no discomfort. Our finances wouldn't be threatened. No one's feelings would be hurt. Everyone involved would be in perfect agreement with our plan to completely shift gears in career and our future as a family. God put a stop to that pretty quick! He reminded us that in order to have COMPLETE faith we had to Let Go and Let God. Not have our version of "complete" faith and say yes to the Lord...but under our conditions. That's not how it works.
It is a reminder that answering God's call in our lives means letting him drive the car and not being a back seat driver as they say. It means living in uncertainty and discomfort sometimes. And we have to be ok there. It's a little exciting but scary. Ever drive down a very dark road. You turn on your long lights but you still can't see more than 20 feet ahead of you? What is coming around the bend? Will I be able to stop in time if I need to?
Writing this provides me with clarity and helps me to remain faithful. First and foremost to God and secondly to my husband whom I support wholeheartedly.
A dear friend and sister in Christ turned to me during Sunday service yesterday and shared a vision and message she received for our family: the said she saw my family standing in front of a thunderously powerful and beautiful waterfall. She said the Lord spoke to her and told her that we were on the right path and stay on course. It would get rocky at times but it was the right path. What a vision! The symbolism of the waterfall to me represents change and strong currents. We visited a waterfall during our Costa Rica vacation last year and it was breathtaking. The sound of the water crashing against the rocks and smoothing them over the course of hundreds and perhaps thousands of years is a perfect representation of what God does in our lives if we allow him to wash over us.I choose to let Jesus drive. I choose to have complete Faith in His perfect plan for us. And I am turning my uncertainty into excitement. Life is going to get very interesting starting now!
Here are some verses I am reflecting on during these times. If you are currently struggling with uncertainty, be it in your relationships, career, finances or health I hope they bring you comfort as well.
1) Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing. James 1:2-4
2) So be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid and do not panic before them. For the Lord your God will personally go ahead of you. He will neither fail you nor abandon you. Deuteronomy 31:6
3) Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
4) God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble. So we will not fear when earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea. Psalm 41:1
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